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New York’s Sex Diaries series asks anonymous thành phố dwellers lớn record a week in their sex lives — with comic, tragic, often sexy, and always revealing results.


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New York’s Sex Diaries series asks anonymous đô thị dwellers to record a week in their sex lives — with comic, tragic, often sexy, & always revealing results.


This week, a woman Zoom-chatting her husbvà, texting her ex, & getting a long-overdue afternoon hookup: 41, married, Harlem.

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DAY ONE

5:30 a.m. My cats begin their morning routine of waking me up và demanding food with increasingly obnoxious tactics. I finally get up to feed them. I go baông chồng lớn bed and try to lớn go lớn sleep. It has been a rough several months — insomnia is a nightly struggle. I figure I can at least get myself off lớn help me go baông chồng to sleep. I do, và wake up again two hours later.

8:00 a.m. I lie in bed scrolling mindlessly through Instagram. My phone rings. It’s my husb&, and we FaceTime briefly. He has been in Atlanta for the past year for work; I stayed in the thành phố for grad school. Changing careers at 40 seemed lượt thích both a great idea & totally foolish, though the need for more social workers is hopefully becoming more apparent as the national consciousness is raised around over-policing và institutionalized racism.

9:00 a.m. I finally drag myself out of bed & make coffee. I begrudgingly put on my workout clothes and go for a run. I spend the day cleaning my apartment. I vị some reading for class and try to lớn catch up. Online classes have sầu required a lot of adjustment for me. I struggle to stay on top of all the work when I don’t have the structure of going into class.

9:00 p.m. Sundays are generally a quiet day for me. Before I get to bed, I text with an ex, & the conversation gets a little steamy. The rules for my poly marriage are that I let my husb& know if I plan lớn see a partner but mostly only if I am going over khổng lồ their place. He doesn’t want lớn meet anyone I see or date, but I have met most of the women he sees. We opened our relationship a couple of years into dating and have continued throughout our marriage. I masturbate & fall asleep for about an hour before the nightly insomnia starts.

DAY TWO

6:00 a.m. The same routine with the cats every morning. Thankfully, I am able khổng lồ keep some routine. It has helped with my anxiety, though as the summer approaches, I can feel my depression sneaking up on me. Before the shutdown, I had a healthy sex life; between my husb& & other poly partners, I kept myself generally sated. Though the demands of school, working in a bar, và field placement kept me rather busy, I was still able lớn find time. Since the shutdown, I have generally avoided seeing anyone, only going khổng lồ the grocery store about once a month. I have sầu started to feel the impact of being totally alone. I am a self-described socially awkward introvert, so generally I have sầu enjoyed being by myself but the laông xã of physical sensation is starting to lớn take its toll.

11:00 a.m. I bởi a workout on Instagram, and I head out for a run, though today may be more of a walk/jog. It is hot, và I am finding my motivation lagging. I have gotten a lot more physically fit during quarantine, for whatever that’s worth.

1:00 p.m. Once I get baông chồng, I shower và get ready for class. I get a text from a former partner asking for more of the face masks I’ve been making & plan khổng lồ make more for him later today.

7:00 p.m. I spend the rest of the night sewing.

DAY THREE

6:00 a.m. Again with the cats. This morning, the little one climbs inkhổng lồ bed next khổng lồ me to cuddle after his feeding. He is really xinh tươi và very cuddly; the other one only cares if there is food involved.

10:00 a.m. I work out và then off for a run.

3:00 p.m. In the middle of the day, I get a really dirty text message from M., the last person I saw before the shutdown. We exchange dirty texts, and I am feeling very frisky. I get myself off and return to lớn working on masks and readings.

10:00 p.m. I try to lớn go khổng lồ bed early, when my best friend texts. We text baông xã and forth, & before I realize it, it’s already 1:30 a.m. Oh well, I guess I can try lớn go khổng lồ bed early another night.

DAY FOUR

8:00 a.m. This morning it is hard khổng lồ get out of bed. I know I am going khổng lồ be on call all night for my volunteer job — I’m on Call at an emergency room, working with survivors of sexual assault or intimate-partner violence — so it is really hard lớn want to get up. But I eventually vày, make my coffee và then bởi my workout and run.

10:00 a.m. I get a text from F., the one person I have decided to see since both of us have avoided people for months. It is always a little awkward between us. I’m not sure if we have sầu a lot in common, but the sexual connection is really great. Though the sex is a little on the vanilla side for my taste, it is still really good and a lot of fun. We are texting about seeing each other tomorrow. I’m looking forward khổng lồ it — I really need lớn feel the touch of another human.

6:00 a.m. I sit up all night watching random shows on Netflix trying khổng lồ ensure that I stay awake. Since the shutdown, I have been working as phone tư vấn instead of going to lớn the ER, so I just wait up all night to lớn see if my phone will ring.

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6:30 a.m. I fall asleep for a couple hours while the cats demvà their food.

DAY FIVE

8:30 a.m. I get up after only two hours. I have a 9 a.m. Zoom gọi with my therapist. It is very odd to lớn be doing therapy over Zoom, but it works. I address the creeping depression and my general frustrations.

10:00 a.m. I’m not sure I feel any different, but I head out for my run and complete my daily workout.

1:00 p.m. I clean up a little before F. gets here. He has limited time, which is fine with me — I have the rest of the afternoon to try to lớn take a nap. He comes over, washes up, và bends me over the kitchen counter. He’s so much taller than me that I have to lớn st& on my toes. Then he lifts me up và carries me to the bedroom. It feels so good to lớn have sầu the weight of another human being on top of me; I realize how much I needed lớn have sầu physical liên hệ. Three months without any physical touch has been really activating my anxiety và depression. We both finish và collapse exhausted.

3:00 p.m. After F. leaves, I just want khổng lồ lie and bask in the glow, but I need lớn finish making more masks. I have sầu my daily FaceTime with my husband, & he complains about the challenge of living in a state where people don’t take masks seriously. I feel for hlặng. I don’t think I could ever live sầu there.

9:00 p.m. I finish my evening watching Watchmen, which I’ve been told khổng lồ watch by E., my friover và former partner, who I haven’t seen since the over of February. He was the first person I ever told I loved. The word is so loaded lớn me, & I know he has the same experience with it too. It took me a long time lớn say it, and it was at the kết thúc of our sexual relationship as he was getting more serious with another partner who wanted monogamy. But I really want lớn stay in his life, even just as a frikết thúc. I love hyên ổn & care for hyên tremendously. I text with E. and tell hyên I’m finally watching the show. We text for a bit, và I get sucked in before realizing it’s 2 a.m.

DAY SIX

7:00 a.m. My daily routine begins. I hope once I finally leave my house again, likely when there’s a vaccine, I’ll look like I could survive in a postapocalyptic world. I’m working really hard to develop any sort of muscle tone, which I don’t think I have sầu had since I was a teenager and nhảy every day.

9:00 a.m. I head lớn the post office to lớn mail the masks out, và I spend the rest of the day planning what I will need from the grocery store for my monthly venture. My little cát is very demanding when he wants cuddles. He jumps in my lap and refuses to lớn move sầu. So I move sầu on to lớn cuddling.

4:00 p.m. It’s hard to lớn feel like there is a difference in the days as we go into the next month. Summers are always rough, but this summer has been really tough as I try khổng lồ navigate my own feelings và try lớn feel useful.

7:00 p.m. I make some tea và finish watching Watchmen until 2:30 a.m. Another restless night.

DAY SEVEN

10:00 a.m. My runs are so slow lately because of the heat, và I have sầu little motivation lớn vày more than maybe a mile or two. I make it và shower, then head off to lớn the grocery store. I have sầu lớn gird myself for the insanity as people are not quite as observant of social distancing.

12:30 p.m. I spend most of the day preparing food for the week. I take a few breaks lớn exchange some dirty text messages with M., và I FaceTime with my husb& a little later. Saturdays tover lớn be my lazy days. I’m supposed khổng lồ have a Zoom happy hour with friends a little later, but I’m not really looking forward khổng lồ it.

8:00 p.m.

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Thankfully, the Zoom gets canceled và I spend the evening reading. I finally get khổng lồ bed early, hoping yet again that the insomnia will subside.


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