N-word là gì

A few years ago, I read slave narratives khổng lồ explore the lives of blaông chồng agricultural workers after the kết thúc of the Civil War. The narratives came from the Federal Writers Project of the Works Progress Administration, a program that employed researchers from 1936 to lớn 1938 to interview former enslaved people, producing more than 2,300 narratives that, thankfully, reside online & are fully searchable.

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Those whom the law defined as property recounted various quality human experiences — their daily horrors & monotonies, how they freed themselves or learned of their emancipation, the surge of exhilaration upon securing freedom, & how they endured life on the edges of a White supremacist society in the decades thereafter.

As I pored over the narratives, I was struck less by their experiences, as heartrending as they were, than by how their experiences sculpted their self-perceptions. The best explanation of what I gleaned, what social scientists called internalized oppression, describes the psychological trauma that ensues when a person from a stigmatized group believes those negative stigmas.

White folk indoctrinated them into accepting their supposed inferiority. These narratives illustrate the success of this campaign of mental terrorism, và no word conveyed the depth of this internalized oppression more than “nigger.” Now, whenever I hear the epithet, a visual & emotional representation of the heinous process by which a people — my people — were induced lớn think they were less than trespasses inlớn my thoughts. After years of habitual use of “nigger,” I banished it from my speech to lớn honor the humanity that many never saw in themselves.


The internalized oppression revealed itself in various ways. Sometimes the former enslaved people clearly, perhaps subconsciously, considered themselves subhuman, just lượt thích how their former owners regarded them. Jim Allen, for example, dubbed himself his master’s “pet nigger boy” and a “stray” & thought himself privileged because he could sleep on the floor beside his master’s bed. That he likened himself to lớn a fortunate mangy mutt or frisky feline crushed me. The word laid bare a worldview that held blachồng folk as a lower order of being, as when Irene Robertson claimed her former master Mr. Sanders was mean, in part, because “he beat his wife like he beat a nigger woman.”

“Nigger” also signaled antipathy toward fellow blaông chồng folk. After the end of slavery, Mattie Mooreman went north lớn Wisconsin with a white family for whom she worked. Members of the family wanted her to lớn go khổng lồ the circus khổng lồ watch a blachồng boy’s performance. She told her interviewer, “Guess they thought it would be a treat to lớn me to lớn see another niggah. I told ’em, ‘Law, don’t you think I see lots, lots more than I wants, every day when I is at home?’ ” But read how she talks about the family’s baby, whom she constantly watched over, fearing, irrationally, someone would kidnap him: “No matter what time they come trang chủ they’d find me there. ‘Why don’t you go in your bedroom and lie down?’ they’d ask me. ‘No,’ I’d tell ’em, ‘somebody toàn thân might come in, và they would have sầu lớn get that baby over my dead body toàn thân.” Her eyes fixated on the trắng baby, but she saw too many niggers.

A barrage of dispiriting uses of the word bloodied me as I combed through the narratives. “The Ku Klux kept the niggers scared.” “The Ku Klux did a whole lot lớn keep the niggers away from the polls. …” Slaves owned by “nice” masters are repeatedly called “không tính tiền niggers.” “Niggers ain’t got no sense. Put ’em in authority and they gits so uppity.” “I’se just a poor old nigger waitin’ for Jesus lớn come & take me to heaven.” Slave sầu traders are called “nigger traders.” Defiant enslaved people required the service of a “niggerbreaker.” “Nigger dogs” aided the recapture of those who escaped.

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Perhaps more depressing, ironically, was that circumstances sometimes led them to opt against calling a blaông xã person a nigger. William Porter stated that “some of the Tennessee niggers was called không tính phí niggers. There was a colored man in Pulaski, Tennessee, who owned slaves.” A blaông chồng man who kept others in bondage — he’s a “colored man,” yet those who were owned were “niggers.” I instantly thought of a moment from the O.J.: Made in America documentary when a Trắng woman who saw blachồng people talking to Simpson uttered, “Look at those niggers sitting with O.J.” Simpson delights in hearing this because she “knew I wasn’t blachồng. She saw me as O.J.” Porter’s outlook matched that of both the racist White woman và the unspeakably racially deranged O.J.

Since reading those narratives, I’ve noticed this mindphối when perusing the remarks of freed people in other contexts. For example, before the trial of Rufus Martin, a blaông chồng man who stood accused of the 1903 murder of Charles Swackhammer, a woman whom the Fort Worth Star-Telegram referred lớn as an “old negress who occupied a front seat in the court room” bellowed:

It’s the trắng people that is to lớn blame. They know that they got to lớn make niggahs work or they ain’t no good & they know as long as they ‘low niggah men to loaf aroun’ low down saloons they ain’t goin’ to lớn work. This man come from a good niggah fam’ly — one of the best I knows of, but the p’lice ‘lowed him khổng lồ loaf aroun’ without workin’, & to drink và gamble, till he just got lớn be no good & thought he didn’t have lớn work. The p’lice ought lớn raid them low down niggah saloons every day and every night till they make every blessed one of the niggah toughs go to lớn work or else sover ’em all to lớn the county road. Them saloons is what makes bad niggahs and the trắng folks is khổng lồ blame for it, ’cause they let ’em run.

That Martin sported a reddish mustađậy, light hair and skin so bright he could pass for White almost certainly colored her perception that Martin came from a “good niggah fam’ly.”

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Black folk rescued the word from the smoldering debris of a virulently racist land, reclaimed it & renovated the slur into lớn a celebration of blachồng comradery — defenders of contemporary usage of “nigger” repeat this. When this tale collides with reality, however, it shatters as a misreading of history — the current use of the word is owed less lớn Trắng folk calling blachồng folk “nigger” và more khổng lồ blaông xã folk who thought they were niggers and said so. Black people have hurled the infamous word for nearly as long as White folk have sầu. It exists within black speech now because it existed within black speech then. The uncomfortable truth must be confronted: Absent the internalized oppression of those who called White men and women their masters, “nigger” would probably not be a part of blachồng folk’s lexicon. We blaông xã folk are reclaiming it not from bigoted White folk but from our ancestors, who, sadly, deemed their blackness a badge of inferiority.

I seek not lớn usher the word to lớn the gallows. I harbor no aims to lớn kill it. I can still bump a Young Thug traông chồng or chortle at a Dave Chappelle routine. “Nigger” does not bar my enjoyment of popular culture. My soul, though, winces whenever I hear it. The decision for blaông xã people to include it in their vocabulary, nonetheless, remains personal, và I reject the criticism of blaông chồng folk who continue lớn wield it.

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I write only to sumtháng the words of former enslaved people from beyond the grave lớn express that “nigger” is haunted by the ghosts of hate và the more spiritually chilling ghosts of self-hate.


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